So this is just a rant basically,
I haven't been blogging much lately due to other commitments that are getting in the way... one of them being Art college.
Now this is what I want to rant about... basically I am NOT enjoying it in the slightest! and as a result I just don't know what to do :( its literally sucking the soul out of me (like a death eater from harry potter).
I feel like i'm putting on a false facade the entire time i'm there to come across as me and obviously I shouldn't have to do that! Normally I don't let myself get like this about something, if I have a problem I will find a way around it and move on (i'm not a quitter) but the entire time i've been there i'm just feeling miserable. Im so bored to the point that chewing my own leg off would give me some entertainment!
I have been there three nearly four months now and I don't feel like have learned anything apart from how to draw a pineapple with a piece of bamboo and some recycled crap! (YES ITS THAT BAD) obviously not all choices in life can be the correct ones and everything happens for a reason, i'm just hoping this choice will eventually lead me to where I want to end up.
At the moment I don't know what that choice will be, whether it is to stick it out and feel miserable for two years or to find an alternative that will make me happy and make me look forward and give me my enthusiasm back about my day.
Sorry about the downer rant but I just needed to let it all go (frozen reference right there) and I thought this would be the best way.
As always,
Thanks for reading :)
Treat yourself
James :)
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